3/1/10

It's hard to live vicariously through reality TV.

I often live vicariously through other people. Some people have life a whole lot easier than me. Some people have more money than me. Some people are married to really cute men. It just seems natural to live vicariously through other people sometime.

Right now is one of those times because I often feel that life is pretty blah. Unfortunately, I actually let The Bachelor be a means for me to live vicariously. The Bachelor, Jake, was just plain cute and nice. I thought the world of him. I wanted to be the girl that got to spend her life with him. Yeah, until that was all crushed by the girl he actually chose. I wouldn't want to be her, if she was actually attractive. Okay, so she may be good looking but really she seems to be not so nice inside. It just made me think of all the horrible relationships I have had where eventually the guy picks some weird girl who is so not good for him like I am good for him. Just like it seems Jake picked the wrong girl for him. Silly. How can a TV show make me feel vulnerable? Shocking.

Other than that not too much excitement here. Spent time in Salt Lake this weekend. Caleb, the little brother from another mother, had his mission farewell on Sunday. His talk made me cry. He is going to be one heck of a missionary. I am so proud of him.

It was fun to chill with the Bills like it always is. We even got a few X Files in. Fantastic.

Now it is back to reality and my life. Had a great run today. I wanted to puke but I know it was great for my body. Thrilling.

Only one week to buy me that flat screen TV you were going to buy me for my birthday. Get on it! And Josh, MAKE ME A SANDWICH!

Have a fantastic day/night.